Weekend Retreat with Mooji
Oneness with all that is
Third day of the online retreat with Mooji there is a true merging with oneness, it is my first time sitting with him in this way. We were in Tiruvannamalai, Tamil Nadu at the same time once before. At the time, I had no strong pull to meet him. I was basking in the essence of Amma & going on with the daily practice at the Ramana ashram. Although deep inside, I felt someday I should meet him. So that opportunity came during the pandemic and I had to cancel my trip to Portugal. Now, finally, I have a chance to sit with the master through zoom & live video. It works much like the same way as seeing Amma live in person. Although I was a bit skeptical that it wouldn’t be same as being in human form with him. There is an unseen effect to his questions and verbal guidance, then these questions help you to be aware of the space. He teaches us to sense Consciousness as it is and to be still with the Self. I felt myself resistance, reverting to ego mentality & couldn’t sit still when it was my turn to be on zoom with Moojibaba. Eventually, the walls fell. In our most recent session of meditation together, I found myself still. Blossoming into presence & essence overflowing all over. I felt undisturbed by the daily plans of life. Today I had gone to lunch with my in-laws and felt no deep sense of judgment toward or against it. It was just happening & even though fear comes up. I am aware and holding space for it to come & go as it pleases. I feel less heavy this time, not looking for an ending. Allowing life to happen spontaneously. I had been suffering this whole year with ego mind & felt myself very much in the trenches. Yet now I am aware, flowing and allowing life to go through it’s motions. Mooji teaches us ego mind will be in motion again. You are to continuously practicing seeing and not get too involved. Relapse may happen but they are just lessons to test you to transcend into essence. Nirvana is experiential not without motions like waves in an ocean.
To dive into sincere deep gratitude for Moojibaba for this guidance. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. https://mooji.org/
Though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of death. I know you are with me. My cup runneth over.
